I feel somewhat ashamed and embarrassed earlier today. Because even though It´s been a year since Justin Carmical Aka “JewWario” left this planet (do to tragic suicide back in January 2014, at the age of 42).
I diden´t find out about it until now. I can’t be entirely blamed for it though. Because i had never heard of JewWario before today.
In fact, if it haven’t had been for “Larry Bundy Jr” (i watched his Christmas video last night, sorry, i have been really busy!).
I probably woulden´t have heard about JewWario at all. And the tragic thing is this. At the very same time that i heard about JewWario, i also found out that he passed away in January last year.
So it was a very strange kind of situation for me. Because i can´t say that i have experience this kind of thing in the past.
I feel really sorry for Justin´s wife Jenny, his friends, family and fans. And this really proves how serious depression can get. All of this made me think about Robin Williams and Hide´s (X-Japan) death.
Because both Hide and Robin did whatever they could to make other people happy. But sadly enough, they couldn’t make themselves happy. But”hopefully” their (and Justin´s) death won´t be in vain.
At least it seems like more and more people start to realize that just because you look happy on the outside, doesn´t mean that your happy on the inside.
I had no idea that O.J had a depression last year for example, simply because he never talked about it with anyone (and i never saw the signs).
So it´s super important that you talk to somebody if you feel broken inside. With that said, R.I.P Justin, and don´t forget to take care of yourself people!
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